I decided when I first read it that it was only the jamberings of beautiful girl in a relationship with no respect for those of us who are loveless. But i realize now that I am wrong.
Matt or some movie or both once pointed out that commitment to one girl is hard because how the hell are you suppose to compare that person to 3 billion other women... not to mention potential men. But then i realize yes you can intellectualize and over rationalize that you cannot know but there is power of knowing without knowing and that is sheer bravery stupidity and courage and something truly rational is to stand by that decision and take responsibility for it. acting is one thing and rationality is how you stand by it. do not put the horse before the cart.
But I am not in love with woman per se.
I have decided that this quote has deeper implications that I could try to pretend to know what it is like to be banker doctor etc. But in the end my commitment to art making is one of the life. In truth we have one chance and why not go with it. So what if it fails . What if I should have been a doctor. I hardly think anything is a waste of time anyway. So if art is a waste then so be it. But I believe in it and it personal.
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