depressed or not?

This is a terrifying thought. but i mean i have never not believed i could potentially be depressed. I mean i procrastinate like a monster. I mean it really is terribly possible I that I cannot rise in the morning. I don't know I am not sure depressed is appropriate. i suppose I am lazy and just want to blame it on the new it disease to have in the hopes that some one might catch me taking it in my medicine cabinet. Ooof. i suppose that is true.

But i also suppose if this is chicken / egg question because there a plenty of people no where near as brilliant as darwin. But there is also a high number of brilliant men who are depressed rothko and DFW. I suppose are good examples. So I suppose is it that immense intelligence can lead to this type of world view or that depression forced the brilliant to do that brilliant thing.