A Day About Berthold

I had a true learning experience today. I learned something that will never leave me. That is I am a stoic. Or was. Or that was my issue. I seek somehow to master my thought... but in doing so i became lifeless and cold as stone. Without joy. Without wonder. Well I didn't take it to that extreme but that was the path that I was on. I was killing myself by guarding myself in thought. I certainly am not a nihilist skeptic. Hegel and Berthold have legit changed the nature of my perception.

I mean I certainly did still feel things but i also came to point were i realized i had inverted my libido. This doesn;t mean i will give up Stoicism For Hegel does say that the path to science is science. I keep certain things. But I must seek life in my life.

Now that's clear i have an even more aggrandized thought. Art is how we derive meaning from the universe/the infinite/life and death. And this has always been the case. Religion the previous name which we gave to systems that sought to organize the meaning of life in to a dogma or a system only exists through art. Through the faculty of the production of an entire universe of grecian gods or abrahamic god or through buddhist shinto spirituality. It is only though books and music that these religions exist. Even judaism that accursed the image has art- their music and certainly their holy books are works of profound manifestations of a imagined universe. And their faith is the correlation of universe and reality with the rabbi as the mediator or art critic. Art is merely the encompassing secular name for the object that give us meaning through the creation of a alternative reality. That alternative reality gives meaning by offering a contrast our current reality and occasionally a dissection of it. Where by we begin to find ways of seeing and hearing and ultimately feeling the universe in different ways. But as art is different amongst cultures but begins two sources the human imagination and the real world.

Art though has no dogma and the questions it attempts to answers merely reveals the insignificance of answers the importance of feeling the universe. As a human being. This is the soul of universe. I hope to live it.