An Addendum To Berthold

I just realized that i do certainly and have certainly felt hegelian skepticism. It is making art. When I make it confront moments where i believe in it no longer. Where all i see is banality and i want to destroy it. I want destroy my work and work of all before me. I want destroy myself. i have felt this nihilism before. I know it. i recognize it.

It truly is what i must strive past.