I Have Menopause

I Have Menopause.. I started crying when i heard this. It is so marvelous.


http://www.pbs.org/newshour/art/blog/2009/05/first-family-hosts-poetry-jam-at-the-white-house.html

Please Watch this. If the only good I do today. Is let you see this then this is find. If I am an enabler.

There is no artwork that will ever make me feel better or worse. life does that. Art merely makes me feel.
Today, I know the truth... I am not as good as believe I am. I am not good enough. But that is ok because I have good hold people.
I will not be leaving the University of Illinois for reasons beyond my control.
I am sorry that is lie, I got in at Bard. Only Bard.
I don't think I'll go.
Honestly, If i can tough it out and suck up the fact that No one gets me down there. I can be like a hero of mine. I can forge my self likes steel in the hot furnace of misunderstanding. Like Dostoevsky. I can carry the weight so that I know what it means to be free. I will not rant to you how about the problems I have at school. they are Menial in the face of those that I feel within me But know this blog is a product of what I feel there because it is an influential factor.


Honesty, Nothing can bring me down. Nothing because I saw Kais and Mark today five minutes after getting home. Nothing will take away the smug grin I have on my face. Nope. These small beautiful things will keep me happy forever. Not going anywhere and knowing that some of my dreams have been trash compacted means nothing in the face of an honest friend.

I hope to see frack tonight and Dave. That will be sweet. Really pretty much the Bomb.

PLEASE WATCH THE POETRY. DONT READ THIS MESSAGE WATCH JOSHUA BRANDON BENNETT.