I cannot fight

I choose to never be indifferent. I saw Amelia yesterday. And I think I now believe I have tolerance threshold for everyone.
To be honest it was a let down. The person that I knew that i loved. When I confronted her in her entirety I just found some one who could only hold disdain and contempt for all the people who used to be in her life. The only rock in which she would build her church on and hold eternal loyalty to is her mother. But overwhelmed by her criticism.
wait important relevant side note.... I have the most selective memory... I literally screened everything bad out. I was not prepared for her bashing.
But she artfully noted that I could tolerate a lot of insults with nothing less than a smirk on my face. I am afraid one of the most important people in my life is more or less the wizard of oz. there certainly is no place like home.