Local Egomaniac

Local Egomaniac Kanye West released his new album destroying the 18 member reunion tour of the guns and roses.
So I spend the past week at home seeing all my beloved friends, which was amazing. They really are a special group of people i could spent forever and half with. Their beautiful mixture of spite, intellectualism, and loving tenderness is the cocktail that i needed to get me through life. I need to seek out more people like them and well uillinois certainly doesn't have anything like that. No on e in the UC area would tell their friend " you are not the some sort of Damian Hurst of words. You can't catch them and cook them up in formaldehyde."
At this point i am not looking to get anymore friends, or lovers but just smarter and well away from here. I suppose. We don't match illinois and I. it's really a shame, the resources here are ridiculous and awesome but the people and I just don't seem to click and the rigidness of classes just isn't working for me.
I think i am in someway angry at my friends for having a better first semester than me. Especially Amelia. But i think i am really jealous of tom, nick, and dyl for just seeming to evolved a different but yet amazing experience. I am really fucking jealous and i don't want to be left behind by my friends. I am sick of feeling out of place and loved for the wrong reasons.

In other news my self portraits are going to kill me. and in the future and I need to post my art here.