bold strength

Shit Man. Its not about being a guy. It not about it she wants it she'll come get it. Its not about games and spittin game. It's about being a man. A true man. Some one with more than pride... more than confidence. More along the lines of a sense of himself. Its about being

Spittin game is scary its a the fake veneer. Its what frontin is. its an attempt to be bigger so confidence and a pseudo manliness appears. But truth. True manliness the stuff love and shit is built out of its from a very different boldness. I have felt it before and I will reclaim it.

I was scared and timid all weekend. it could do nothing because I was not strong because I could do nothing to uphold my own existence.

I want what I want. That is the truth. I will not back down. But I too timid. i need more of me to come out. I don't know what is plaguing my boldness.